Lifted from Guson: I get the feeling that all asian households are universally extremely cold. I think it's because they want to save on utilities...
azule 3177: asian households
azule 3177: are so fucking cold
bsra n c h o: dude you are so right
bsra n c h o: I have to wear a jacket around the house
JouLe Zoo: omg, my house is so cold
TwoSidedMobius: fuck yeah
TwoSidedMobius: my house is freezing
Mikedsego: my house is so warm and toasty. i love it!
(he's white)
Inspired simultaneously and erratically by the blog thoughts of both Stanley Lee and Ned Rorem.
Dec 27, 2004
Dec 17, 2004
Somebody is playing a cruel joke on Myung:
j m 2 c a l: the garage was closed dude
j m 2 c a l: i came home and it was opened
j m 2 c a l: and torn apart
car LOCO 69: that's like
car LOCO 69: the first scene to 'scream' or something
j m 2 c a l: yah man
j m 2 c a l: serious ... it feels like someone is playing a joke on me
j m 2 c a l: it's that weird
car LOCO 69: when you came home did you go all jack bauer into your house
car LOCO 69: looking both ways backing up the stairwell
j m 2 c a l: naw man .... i went nutcracker
j m 2 c a l: i pranced in
j m 2 c a l: the garage was closed dude
j m 2 c a l: i came home and it was opened
j m 2 c a l: and torn apart
car LOCO 69: that's like
car LOCO 69: the first scene to 'scream' or something
j m 2 c a l: yah man
j m 2 c a l: serious ... it feels like someone is playing a joke on me
j m 2 c a l: it's that weird
car LOCO 69: when you came home did you go all jack bauer into your house
car LOCO 69: looking both ways backing up the stairwell
j m 2 c a l: naw man .... i went nutcracker
j m 2 c a l: i pranced in
Dec 3, 2004
It's been a long day and I'm tired. A lot of you have no idea what's going on, but when you find out, you guys will all be asking me a series of questions. Let me answer most of them now.
What happened?
Come see me for a drink. I'll tell you then.
How does this keep happening to you and why do you keep doing this to yourself?
I'm sorry. I don't really know. I might have some sort of innate pathological self-destructive tendency that I'm unable to rid myself of - I guess some people thought I had changed, but maybe it's time to fucking face reality and admit to myself that this time, it's time to take it like a man and accept today for what it is. Maybe my confidence has been based on some massive delusion; maybe it's just been me living in some existential dream, trying to dissipate reality into self-catered fiction. Sometimes you have to look into yourself realistically without the sugar fucking coating that the people you love sprinkle on you all the time - how many people will you have to let down to realize that you're just a bad person?
I apologize, I really do. I'm sorry for letting the few of you down who believed in me and had hope in me, and I wish to God I could change. But maybe it's time that those of you who have some sort of misguided faith in my "potential" (or whatever that means) or talent to just give up. Sorry.
Dude, it's not your fault. This is just so fucked up.
No. It IS my fault. And in retrospect, it's sort of an artificial utopian optimism to believe that I just get fucked over all the time. My resume reads like a sociopathic rebel incapable of controlling his own actions. Those who love me feel I'm misunderstood; those who hate me think I am a cocky son of a bitch who believes he is above the law; those who know me think that what comes easy to me is dangerous; and those who don't know me would rather keep it that way.
I've been kicked out of so many institutions by now I can barely keep track of them all. "You ever think there comes a point where you gotta stop living up there, and start living down here?"
What are you going to do now?
I don't know yet.
You have so many people who believe in you and you always let them down. Don't you think that's selfish? How can you just keep doing that?
Like I said before, I'm sorry. I don't know what to say. Maybe you guys should stop wasting time "believing" in me. You'll get better results that way. Don't get me wrong - I'm grateful to all of you, and I'd be a wreck without you guys. But it's time for me to stop living in a fucking fairy tale.
Dude, don't say that. It's not true.
Don't fuck with me. I know it's true. You're a better friend to me if you just spit it in my fucking face. Seriously.
I don't know what to say. I'm sorry.
Don't trip. Life goes on, homes. Life goes on. I'll be fine - I promise you.
What happened?
Come see me for a drink. I'll tell you then.
How does this keep happening to you and why do you keep doing this to yourself?
I'm sorry. I don't really know. I might have some sort of innate pathological self-destructive tendency that I'm unable to rid myself of - I guess some people thought I had changed, but maybe it's time to fucking face reality and admit to myself that this time, it's time to take it like a man and accept today for what it is. Maybe my confidence has been based on some massive delusion; maybe it's just been me living in some existential dream, trying to dissipate reality into self-catered fiction. Sometimes you have to look into yourself realistically without the sugar fucking coating that the people you love sprinkle on you all the time - how many people will you have to let down to realize that you're just a bad person?
I apologize, I really do. I'm sorry for letting the few of you down who believed in me and had hope in me, and I wish to God I could change. But maybe it's time that those of you who have some sort of misguided faith in my "potential" (or whatever that means) or talent to just give up. Sorry.
Dude, it's not your fault. This is just so fucked up.
No. It IS my fault. And in retrospect, it's sort of an artificial utopian optimism to believe that I just get fucked over all the time. My resume reads like a sociopathic rebel incapable of controlling his own actions. Those who love me feel I'm misunderstood; those who hate me think I am a cocky son of a bitch who believes he is above the law; those who know me think that what comes easy to me is dangerous; and those who don't know me would rather keep it that way.
I've been kicked out of so many institutions by now I can barely keep track of them all. "You ever think there comes a point where you gotta stop living up there, and start living down here?"
What are you going to do now?
I don't know yet.
You have so many people who believe in you and you always let them down. Don't you think that's selfish? How can you just keep doing that?
Like I said before, I'm sorry. I don't know what to say. Maybe you guys should stop wasting time "believing" in me. You'll get better results that way. Don't get me wrong - I'm grateful to all of you, and I'd be a wreck without you guys. But it's time for me to stop living in a fucking fairy tale.
Dude, don't say that. It's not true.
Don't fuck with me. I know it's true. You're a better friend to me if you just spit it in my fucking face. Seriously.
I don't know what to say. I'm sorry.
Don't trip. Life goes on, homes. Life goes on. I'll be fine - I promise you.
Dec 1, 2004
Here's the competition results so far:
Rubenstein Competition...............NO
Van Cliburn Competition..............YES (ny audition in feb.)
Beethoven Competition................YES (ny audition in feb.)
Hilton Head Competition..............NO (alternate, hoping for someone to get sick)
Corpus Christi Competition..........YES (in feb.)
Santander Competition.................still pending
next up: washington international and cleveland
Rubenstein Competition...............NO
Van Cliburn Competition..............YES (ny audition in feb.)
Beethoven Competition................YES (ny audition in feb.)
Hilton Head Competition..............NO (alternate, hoping for someone to get sick)
Corpus Christi Competition..........YES (in feb.)
Santander Competition.................still pending
next up: washington international and cleveland
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